too much into the future.
Why do i suddenly want so much more than what i can barely handle right now?
lately i’ve been feeling like i’m ready for things. ready to move on with life, get a house, get a car, get married, have a kid
barely 18 and biting more than i can chew
I just want a glimpse into the future.
The boyfriend and I have been talking about engagement plans non stop and I dont know if he’s serious or am i even serious and just too many questions going on and on in my head
he used to dislike talking about getting married and stuff but lately all he’s been talking are the topics he used to hate and avoid at all cost.
why? giving me false hope again or is he serious this time?
he keeps going on and on about marrying me after army but words will just be words
i dont know i dont know i dont know even i myself see it as naive thinking but i know what i want.
